Friday, February 28, 2014

But I don't wanna...

Let me completely honest... I do not have any desire to be writing a blog this morning.

I'm tired, my kid is sick and the last thing I wanted to do was pick up my mini dell and try to find words to be inspiring. 

I'm a bit of a Debbie Downer this morning.

Nothing in particular is wrong, but I have this terrible tendency to just shut down sometimes. When life isn't going my way, I retreat rather than fight. It's a very bad habit.

There are lot's of things I don't wanna do... 

I don't want to write today... 

I don't want to exercise, even though I've got a 5K coming up in less than a month.

I don't want to clean my house.

Lots of mornings I don't want to go to work.

And sometimes I don't want to smile...

But I've learned, and I'm still learning, that I have to push past the "I don't wanna" some days... because in reality, I'm never going to regret having a clean house, or getting up and going to the gym, or the possibility that I may somehow find the words that someone else needed to hear this morning. 

So know today, that I just don't wanna, but today I'm still gonna... Because the decisions I make today, affect the person I will be tomorrow... I want tomorrow me to be proud of today me. 

So its time to suck it butter cup... get out of bed, and get something done!

2 Timothy 1:7 For God did not give us the spirit of fear, but of power, of love, and of self-discipline. 


  1. "I want tomorrow me to be proud of today me." One of my favorite quotes by YOU! :) I didn't wanna get up either this morning...but you're right, I am glad I did exercise and come to work. And now I just hope it is a great day - it is Friday! :) xo


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